青春中遗憾 Regret in youth

　　The past events of youth are often accompanied by regrets. It is said that youth without regrets is incomplete. And one of the most regrettable things in my youth is that I didnt have time to say goodbye to my good friends.

　　I never thought that just not in a school, can put the backlog of emotions. This does not mean that our relationship is not firm, but because we understand the beauty of distance when we get older.

　　I have two close friends. One of them is studying in the best high school in our side, and the other is studying in vocational school because of playing and laziness. When we were in junior high school, we often quarreled and talked with each other. We often carry out tasks together when the teacher asks us, and we often participate in school activities together. Sometimes we dont get into a class, but we stick together every time after class.

　　I think the time was so happy at that time, not like today.

　　After graduation, because our respective paths are not the same, our connection is broken. Its been three years or more. I often think of the two of them, even occasionally. I dont know what they will do. Vaguely, they will also hear from their friends and understand their current situation. One is immersed in learning and preparing for the college entrance examination. Now he should also be admitted to the ideal university. The other is graduated from vocational school and has begun to mix with the society.

　　When I pass by the bookstore, I will see the collection version of twenty thousand miles under the sea. Subconsciously I will buy one. I have already bought many copies, but I have no chance to give it to him. My letter has been hidden in the box, and I havent found the right opportunity to send it. Because of him, my reading life is officially launched, and it is precisely because of the books he lent me that I first tasted the fun of reading. At that time, my first book, he lent me twenty thousand miles under the sea.

　　When passing that breakfast shop, I always remember the time when we used to hold umbrella together. In the rainstorm, one umbrella cant cover two people. He leans hard at me, his clothes are wet. I was also the one who forgot to bring an umbrella. I cant let it go. I have prepared a new umbrella and a set of his favorite comics, but its a pity that I didnt have the chance to give them.

　　All of a sudden, the communication between us seems to be a stranger, no contact, no chance to meet. This proves that those who did not support us to play together were the same. Some people say that children who study too hard have no fun and no human feelings. Its true, my friend he, even at his birthday party, he always keeps his hands on books. But what about that? Whats wrong with striving for your goals? Some people say that when they mix with poor students, their achievements will go backward. However, in a word, I never think that a friend who is willing to share an umbrella in a rainy day will affect himself!

　　As I grow older, I also find that we will have different circles when we are mature. Its not easy for people of different circles to mix together. Its like standing out from the crowd and unique. I also put down a lot of things because of the time, but I still have regrets in my heart. I still believe that at some point in the future, we can have the opportunity and reason to get together.

　　The letter and the book, the umbrella and the comics said, may they protect my clear regret and wait for their real owners to come.