i was often beaten or scolded by my

　　I was often scolded by my dad, and my dad never made sense, because in many cases, I didn't know what I was doing wrong, and sometimes I didn't think I was doing it wrong. I am a girl, my father is so sad to me, and I lose my dignity. He often hit me in the face, or kicked me, and he made me kneel. It might be a small thing or I said something that made him unhappy, but I didn't mean it. I'm very miserable, but I don't know what to do. Can you tell me?